Wednesday, I started a Two Month break from my NYC work project, and returned to my house in Philadelphia. It's been an interesting return as I immediatly made plans to return for the Angelina Jolie movie premiere Monday Night in NYC. Mike wasn't too keen on the idea, and Mike want's me to concentrate and reaquaint myself with our home, family and friends. I had hit rock bottom, and things had gotten out of control. He was right, he knows, that to get some of these shots I have to put myself in dangerous situations (that's just dealing with some of the crazy people that earn a real living from celebrities - LOL), very little sleep, and the worse eating habits you could imagine. I agree, but the draw of the big City, and lights of NYC are ever present in my mind. (I will still be featuring lots and lots of current photos that I took over the last few weeks, but will also write about my withdrawl from Celebrity Gawking, stalking and photographing. In addition I will tell you the story, from the begining of how I discovered that you could see celebrities in NYC almost every single day [I kept a journal]) It's time to get honest, share and withdrawl, I'll try not to drool. Let's start with what I am missing this week. dear Diary... just woke up, Mike let me sleep entirely too long, its 12:30PM. Last night we had a into the wee morning discussion. He wants me to give up the project that "I can't mention here", he says its like a moth to the flame, or an alcoholic calling a friend inside a bar to see how the drinks are, it's not going to help me break the cycle of celebrity. He might be right, but it really is the last tie to celebrity Gawking for me, I think as I sit here looking at the Photo Wire Services of the Pitts in NYC walking along 57th street last night. In one photo its Angelina and Family outside of Lee's Art Store; I love that place on 57th Street. Are they staying at the Parker Meridian right down the street (the place I caught J-Lo leaving for the VH1 Music Awards a few months back, or the Pussycat Dolls when they were in town for their concerts?)and they were walking by, oh no, she had a bag in her hand. They were shopping there. How very exciting, I hope the paparazzi weren't inside too, as the store is chock full of Christmas and holiday stuff. I went inside a few weeks back. Talk about an intoxicating place, there's so much to look at and contemplate buying. WOW Angelina is carrying her own bags. I see Devaney [photographer] has gotten the shot, he must have been up all night waiting for them to return from Pennsylvania and their trip to Falling Waters. He always gets the best shots, talk about motivating he has to maintain his golden sports car and his condo in the sky in the golden building. He truly is one the paparazzi that is making the money, but I wouldn't exactly call him nice and if you stick with me I will be telling stories about him as I encountered him several times. I've heard from the "GIRLS", who will remain nameless because I love them and they taught me everything about the ways of being a good paparazzi [which I will also talk as I go through my story], they say that this week will be all about Gwen and Angelina, and there will be no sleep to be had until after Monday's premiere and after party, which we surmise will be at Cipriani's or Gustavino's. It has to be an impressive place and it has to hold a lot of people. It's all very exciting, and I have a twinge need to be there, but feel the weight of my responsibilities that I left behind here in Philadelphia and as close as my apartment and its bulging closets. Here are the Pitt photos from last night http://www.wireimage.com/GalleryListing.asp?navtyp=gls====249563&nbc1=1